ok,
I like this guy named Nick.
He is 1/2 a foot taller than me, he has short brown waver hair, he is Really funny, and the sweetest guy you could ever meet. and im crazy about him. and i just want to know is he crazy about me? my friends have been trying to help me get with him, you know, go out, but nothing seems to work. it all just embaresses me. i am a pretty head strong fearness person. i have never been shy with anything. untill nick came aong. im amm soo nervous. i like fall to pices when i see him. and cant think. i know my friends are trying to help me, but im so depressed write now, ill tell you why.
last night, saturday before easter sunday, my best friends Bf, Kevin, who is best friends with nick, told me he would ask nick if h liked me. he asked him after i left. and i havent figured out what nick said yet.
and i didnt sleep all night, and im depressed, and lonely. and i love him, and i called all my friends, but noone is home! i what to know what nick thinks! but kevin isnt home!!

im going to go have some candy.

some easter...
ill spend it depressed,


wishing for him.


-CS